Monday, March 10, 2008

I feel so wanted :)

Being a monther is something that noone can explain in its true sense.
Besides all the frustrating moments when your child is crying, driving u crazy and u don't know what to do. And if this happens middle of the night...ha ha...(no words of sympathy can work:) ) But inspite of all this and many many more, there is something special in this relation, something that makes you jump off from your bed the moment you hear a small sound of ur baby even if you have been dead tired after a very hectic day, something that makes you hold the baby in your arms and walk up and down, singing to your baby and trying to soothe her even if your arms are hurting as hell and you have no energy to move. One glare at her face and a Big smile in response takes away all the worries. Then the only thing you want to do is to hold her tight in your arms. This is the first time ever i have felt how it is to be wanted. I feel there is someone who needs me...
When she is uncomfortable about something and nothing works, everyone's efforts have gone in vain, i am the one who is expected to do the magic :) And it usually works. I feel so much like I have won the marathon.

I have been fortunate enough to experience the true pleasure and cherish that for the rest of my life.

1 thoughts:

~nm said...

Truly the pleasures of motherhood! :)